Thursday, October 1, 2009

nw oly i knw lurb 1 person is vry suffer...
when our lover have another at outside,is vry difficult 4 us 2 accept tis hapen...
wil try 2 nt believe it...juz take it lik a joke...
bt long time ler... wil fel vry hurt...dun knw wad 2 do...
cuz he knw tat v so lurb he... wad ever he do wrong... gt another he oso wont scare tat v wil leave he... juz bcuz he knw v nid he... tats y he wont scare...
bt they din thnk 4 our's fellin... they dun knw wad our heart thnkin bout...
juz knw hw 2 hapi theirself... hw 2 enjoy wif another...
i dun wan 2 try tis again...
plz dun do it 2 me again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

痛……

现在的我……跟以前还没跟你在一起的我完全不同了……
专一了……体贴了……懂事了……
现在的我我可以连我最好的朋友都抛弃就陪你……
反而你懂了却一点反应都没有……就跟平常一样……
一时的我很好玩……但一时却静静的……就好像不爽酱……
一开始的我还对朋友好好的……但慢慢越来越久就连朋友都不理了……
一个星期里就只能跟我的朋友见一面……一时连一天都没有……
但我还选择来陪你……我想对你好一点……照顾你……跟你培养好一点的感情……
为你付出……你要的我尝试去给你……一时就去买你喜欢东西给你……
我笨了……原来我做酱多东西都只是白费的……
为什么我会笨到酱……什么都做……什么都付出……
一开始……我还以为你会对我好好的……原来我错了……就连上次的哥于妹的关系还要差……
一开始的第一个月不错还蛮好的……接下来的那几个月还好好的……
但一到半年就慢慢的变了……糟了……烂了……毁了……
之从你朋友他们有了PSP之后我去你家都好少陪我了……
一时我很后悔来到你家却没事做……但我还事会来…因为我看到你就已经满住了…
但也算了 ……我没东西……
但是放假的时候你做工……我就来陪你……我一个人来一个人回也没东西了……
但你还要背着我去认识女生……而且还要说你自己是单身的……
你去认识女的我没东西……因为认识朋友是没有罪的……但是还要说是单身的……那我是透明的吗…
我来到你家就一直拿起电话信息……我要跟你讲话时电话就响了……
我好吃醋……好乱……而且那个女的还对你有感觉……你说我会有什么反应……
我问你外面有没有另一个……你说没有……
但我再问多几问……你就答我……应该也算吧……你把这句话都讲出来了……你要我怎样去信任你…
难道你不会为我而想吗…你懂我的心其实在想么吗…
你一时要用话来跟我玩……我跟回你玩……但一时你说的东西有骨的…尖的……
我真的不懂怎样去面对…
累过了………
乱过了………
痛过了………
这种感觉又在我的爱情里出现回了…难道你就不能让我开心得跟你在一起吗…你真的要酱对我吗…
第三者………
去年也尝试过了…不想再跟另一个分享自几爱的人了…
甜蜜……浪漫……安全感……
这三种感觉都消失了……
我不想连开心的感觉都给带走……
难道你真的不能对我好一点吗……?
我累了……
好累……
就连去唱K都好像不理不采的……又在信息……
电话钱没了……我帮你进……我不会怪你……是我自己要帮你进的……
一时你说要自己进…但我还是坚持要帮你进…
一是我会觉得你对朋友的情比较深……
就连他们10点放都愿意等……你说没事做所以等他们…
但我叫你来陪我时你却不得空…有时做…约了朋友…
唉…难道我就不能快乐吗…就不能拥有我喜欢的东西吗…
其实一时你叫你朋友载我回…我表面很开心其实我想要得是你陪我回…
那种温馨的感觉已经失去了…
我还想要…

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

yesterday...
my lao gong say cm down n pick me up...
bt lastly he din cm...
cuz he over slep...
when i reach 2 his hm...
i hit the dor vry hard...
the first time he din wake up...
then i go out n sit... n wait 4 his fren milo cm...
the second time...
i hit mre harder... n i watch his hp tat i have mis cal he 12 mis cal...
n he din wake up 2...
when milo cm ady...
i go 2 his rom again...
n i hit the dor hardly again...
he has woke up n i throw my teddy 2 him...
after tat i go 2 his parents rom n lock the dor...
after tat he cm n tam me bck...
n i was started 2 cry...
n i say 2 him tat i wont believe wad he say any mre...
n he hug me vry hard...
i try 2 push he away bt i cant...
i cal he let me go... bt he dun wan...
after tat he take me 2 his room....
tat time i stop crying ady...
i was vry quiet..
he say sori 2 me n tel me dun cry...
n i try 2 lok at him n say again tat i wont believe wad he say anymre...
i was so shi wang tat he do tis 2 me...
n i was crying loudly n loudly...
milo cm 2 his room n try 2 c wad hapen....
then he go out ady...
i non stop keping 2 cry....
he cal me dun cry...
when he cal me dun cry...
i fel tat he wana 2 cry ady...
after tat i repeat my words again...
n i say y he wil change b'cm lik tis...
i was fel so shi wang...
n he hug me harder n cry ady...
n he say sori 2 me again...
when he cry i fel so sad n pain...
n i cal he dun cry... he say ntg...
after tis v 2 stop crying ady...
n i try 2 slep but cnt slep...
then v are geting beter...
then v joke 2 each other...
when bck hm tat time his cousin brother chee seng gt 4low...
then v go take bus...
in bus i fel so lonely...
cuz he n chee seng r talkin bout car...
n i was nt interested on it...
so i lokin out of the mirror...
after tis i take train go hm...
cuz if i takin bus agian wif vry late ady...
so i take train alone...
i try 2 send haiz 2 him...
he ask y...
then i tel him tat i fel so lonely when in the bus i dun knw wad i supose 2 do...
then he say sori 2 me again...
haiz...
tis day was a painful day tat i hv ben try...

Thursday, August 6, 2009

DAMN!!!!

dun lik skuling...
dun wan 2 study...
dun lik 2 exam... do those damn question...
no no no...

FUCK OFF!!!!!

hehe...
me n beibi half year jor...
so hapi leh...^^...
anniversary tat day v go t.s n s.w gai gai...
i go shopping...!!!
hehe...
bt i fel nt 2 hapi ner cuz lao gong cnt buy anythng... cuz he din hv $...
he dun wan 2 use my $ 2 shopping...
cuz he dun lik use gurl de $... ==
haha...
tat day vry sweet sweet ner...
sweet dou dun knw hw 2 say tat feeling... ^^
in ts... i saw many qq de bear bear ner...
i juz non stop lokin at it...
bt cnt buy ner...
cuz lao gong din hv $ ner...T.T...
bt he say he wil buy 4 me when he salary ady...
kaka...
so hapi luu... when i listen lao gong say lik tat...
hehe...
tat day i present he a ring wif a rantai... n tat ring gt wrte name de...
hehehe...
he gt wear it on when v go out ner...
fel so swet n hapi...
kaka...
^^...
tat day i cal he pui me go buy ballet de stocking...
v 5nd jor n 5nd oso cnt 5nd dou...
luckly 5nd dou jor...
then i fel so hapi cuz tat socks nt 2 expensive oly luu...
bt when i cal my teacher "miz vinnci" she tell me 1 bad newz ner...
tat was on 16 aug. v wil have a fare well party 4 wan jun tat are goin 2 transfer tis year...
so v nid 2 use on RM70 per person!!!
i terkejut ady luu...
cuz v go sing k n v cal belle de granma 2 help wan jun 2 make a winter scarf...
so nid those $ 2 pay...
haiz...
bt nvm luuu...
haha...
when v go hm tat time i fel vry hapi luuu...
cuz v go bck by motor...
haha...
v 3 person in 1 motor leh...
so fun... bt dangerous luuu...
luckly din hv police drive thro...
hehehe...
hahaha...
tat day rely so enjoy n hv fun luuu...
hope tat evryday oso cn b vry hapi...
hehe...
bibi lurb beibi 4ever luu...
mwah mwah...
^^...

Monday, July 27, 2009

...

SIEN!!!!!
2day cnt meet my lao gong oo...
cuz he nid stay bck after skul...
so i juz stay at hm n be a guai guai lui lu...
actualy i go c doctor wif mei ling de... but she fong my fei gei oo...
vry mad lu...
haiz... bt nvm lar... she oso dun knw she gt go out de joh...
hehehe...
thnk bck yesterday vry hapi lu...
my lao gong gv me 1 feel tat make me so lum ...
keke...
if eveyday oso lik tat zao hou lu...
hehe...
evryday oso hapi...
hehehe...
tis sunday is me n lao gong de 6th anniversary jor...
half year leh...
hehe...
i hope tat day wil vry vry vry hapi luu...
^^...
tat day actualy lao gong gt work work de...
bt he cn take off so ntg jor lu...
hehehe...
tat day i cal lao gong go sunway wif me...
cuz i wan SHOPPING...!!!
haha...
all gurls oso lik shoping de lu...
i wan buy short pants...
bt cnt buy 2 short de oo...
lter lao gong ma ma me then nt gud lu...
keke...
bt i lik vry short de lei...
T.T
bt he oso 4 my own gud jeh...
keke...
tats all lu...
vry lazy 2 write jor...
b.b lu...
:D

Wednesday, July 22, 2009


为什么相爱的人不能够在一起。。。?


反而。。。不喜欢对方的却在一起。。。


难道这就叫爱情吗。。。?


喜欢一个人和爱一个人是两种感觉来的。。。


喜欢。。。就是对他/她有好感。。。


而爱。。。就是两个人肯为对方牺牲的。。。

失去了。。。就不能再换回。。。
一些人就会选择去抢。。。
所以。。。
如果爱情可以补考。。。
就没有人会再作弊!!